Monday, July 7, 2008

if it is the last

laying in the coffin of darkness
waiting for the unborn tommorows
beholding you;you are sleeping
and dreaming peaceful dreams
with your locked eyes,in painful
plight,beside the lingering nightmares
the heart screams
in the dark side of the midnight
fears cross my mind
if my journey ends very here
if the road vanishes everywhere
if the narrow comes never
if,it is the last
my soul would sear
more with regret and tear
for my feelings were never revealed.

English-a funny language

"english was invented by people,not computers,and its reflect the creativity of the human race(which ofcourse isn't a race at all)that is why when the stars are out they are visible,but when the lights are out they are invisible.."
one of my roommate(assamese)did her schooling from an assamese medium and is very much eager to learn english...she keep on asking questions..when did you learn english?how?who taught you?how much time does it take?and blah blah....i saw eagerness in her eyes and i do hope this very thing will take her far someday..
last night we gossiped for a long time(as girls usually do)suddenly she came up with a question...'moi tumak eta proshno hudibo kuju,jitu mur hridoyot bohut dinor pora asil'(ill ask you a question that is resounding in my head for a long time) she said'
"unwillingly we asked her to proceed,though we too need a tutor for ourself desparetely."
(1) why is it that when i wind up my watch it starts but when i wind up a story it ends?
well thats not enough,theres more.........do infant enjoy infancy as much as adult enjoy adultery?if love is blind,why is lingerie so popular?why is the person who invests all your money called a broker?why is the person who plays piano called a pionist,but a person who drives race car not called as racist?why are wise men and wise guys opposites?if horrific means to make horrible,does terrific mean to make terrible?why isn't 11 pronounced as tenty one?tang......tang(silence hour bell rang just on time p.....h....e.....e.....w...!!)hurriedly we retired to bed.gradually secound passed into minute and minute into hour,but still the funny side of the english remained undiscovered.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

prince charming

since childhood im very fond of fairytales where,fairy god mother appears and grant a wish to help cindrella to find her prince charming to come and take her home. somethin of tat sort happened to me in ma first year in college...i met ma "puccas prince charming"guess wat?i met him through calls and sms....pheeeeeeeew!i had never felt like tat before,tat strange feeling kept on disturbing,i was unable to sleep during night and kept on daydreaming during day time...a bit perplexed,a bit surprise but i was happy,the reason being i came to realize i was in love with tat guy but coudn't collect the guts to speak my heart out to him....patiently i waited for his reaction instead,but the day with him ended when another guy appeared to me before the clouds and the whole process took place with a bit difference...
A dream i saw when i closed my eyes last chilly winter morning,i saw a guy whom i had never talked before,a guy in whose eyes i saw a picture of myself,he was unknown but he felt nearer to me than even myself.as usual i was utterly confused!!!it was as if time had come to stand still and everythin around me was stopped,tat moment i felt like the happiest person in this whole planet..."nothin lasts long"well tats wat some critics said..likewise my love story ended so fast.
He came along to my surprise and disappeared before my very eyes.i realize,i was in rush not to let my frens laugh at my innocence(without a b.f)...i ve'nt got anyone of them but still theres a spark of hope in me tat someday,somwhere i'll find the prince charming of my choice.